This book presents a deeply personal photographic journey by Momo Okabe, capturing life in Japan between 2014 and 2019. Created following her acclaimed works "Dildo" and "Bible", the series reflects a period of introspection and transformation, including her experience with pregnancy and childbirth as an asexual individual. Blending portraits of friends, everyday landscapes, and intimate moments, the work explores themes of identity, emotion, and the physical body. Marked by vivid hues of red, blue, yellow, and purple, the book stands as a raw, experimental narrative shaped by personal evolution and detached from conventional photographic trends.